QUOTE (Tapati @ Dec 15 2006, 12:51 AM)
Lately I've been having some cardiac symptoms. Tightness, palpitations, getting out of breath really easily. I'm going to call my doctor tomorrow to see if I can do a cath on an outpatient basis. My new insurance doesn't cover as much and I'd have to pay a great deal of money if I go in as a patient overnight.
So all the little offenses people commit just don't mean as much to me right now. It's a consciousness I wish I could maintain. I'm sure once I feel like my health is stable again I'll start becoming preoccupied with people who looked at me wrong or spoke sharply to me or slighted me in some way.
It all comes down to having limited time here and figuring out what we want to spend it on.

Tapati, i hope the ínner squabbling' has not contributed to your health problems. For the sake of peace and good vibes (which can only help the situation) i, for one, am prepared to smoke the peace pipe with any member who i may disagree with. Agreeing to disagree amicably.
Good reminder about letting go of personal offenses. In fact, that is one of the good things most of us have taken to heart (i believe) from Gaudiya Vaisnavism; the non-acceptance or forgiveness of personal offenses along with the 'giving of respect to others while not expecting (insisting that?) the favour be returned.