QUOTE (Kula-pavana @ Sep 6 2006, 02:56 PM)
Monism is without a doubt one of the key concepts in Vedic literature. I would dare to say that without a deep understanding of monism, the personalism of bhakti is bound to be shallow, sentimental and often misunderstood.
I am going through a chrisis in my life right now. And in particular, I try to rationally think out the right course of action, but then it does not turn out good for me.
So I was walking (in the forest) and saying - I don't understand myself. I am trying to fix up things, for myself, and it turns out I don't like it. How can that be?
-- And then it kind of hit me. It is obvious. The realisation of what I have heard hundreds or thousands of times -- I am not my intelligence, and not my mind.
If I was my intelligence, I would understand myself. But my self is separate. I am not my rational, reasoning thoughts. They are a function of my intelligence and mind.
So to make this shorter, and go directly to the connection.
The self is situated in the heart. The intelligence and mind are tools, but are separate from the self. Bhakti is something of the heart, not of the intelligence. We can enhance our intellectual understanding a lot. We can improve our thinking, our clearity, our knowledge, but if we do not bring the understanding to the heart, it just makes the gap between the self in the heart and the intelligence bigger. If we don't bring the heart with us, it is not bhakti, but jnana, or just useless speculation. It is a thing that we will loose at the time of death. Bhakti is not ephemeral, but eternal.
So for some persons, enhancing philosophical understanding can be good for bhakti. But I think that for many, it just makes the gap between the heart and the intelligence bigger, and thus it is negative for bhakti. For an "advanced" soul, with a good connection between the intelligence and the self, advanced philosophical understanding can be beneficial, but for the neophyte, it is just another stone, that makes you sink deeper down into material conciousness.
But then, on the other hand, we proceed in our path in existence by taste. We follow our taste. We want to lick different things. So if we want to lick into advanced Indian philosophical knowledge - better do it, and get over with it. Just beware the warning too much licking of impersonalist philosophy, when you are not ready for it, will kill bhakti (actually, cover over the heart. But then, a person who want to taste that, does not care, and do it anyway.
Bhakti means to follow the heart. A path of the heart. Not emotion, not thinking. Those things are external, and can be a help, or even a symptom, but is not the path.
The heart means the self.