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 Jan 31 2007, 09:05 PM
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As i dont wish to hear any dogma in relation to this topic I am posting here. i have been having a major freakout the last few days and was admitted to hospital to be "stabilised".
im now being visited daily by a service called MINS or Mobile Intensive Nursing Service...so i can get some support. I feel like I just have a lot of anger and poisonous stuff that needs to get out like a boil that needs to be lanced...when i went to Dhira Govindas course we hit stuff with towels but i dont know if that will help...Im going to counselling appointment today so will discuss there too. -------------------- All I want to do is dance and make noise
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Jan 31 2007, 09:11 PM
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 This member has left Gaudiya Repercussions. Group: Full Member Posts: 4,534 Joined: 2-March 05 From: Alpine Bhaktivedanta Ashrama N.E. USA Member No.: 13 meta reshaped by LAWYER |
I hope and
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Jan 31 2007, 09:21 PM
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I wish you all the best. I am surprised things were still so pent up in you. We know so little about the troubles of our fellow men (and women
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Jan 31 2007, 11:48 PM
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 in cervinus veritas Group: Full Member Posts: 3,890 Joined: 2-March 05 From: Phallus Falls, FL, Amurca Member No.: 5 devolutionist |
I'm sorry to hear this Emma. I don't know if Cannabis is available to you by I recommend a small amount daily, as an instrument in getting to know yourself again, apart from all dogmas and psychological gimmicks that take advantage of people these days. Take walks in nature , the place where God surely is
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Feb 1 2007, 12:08 AM
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 We Here Now Group: Full Member Posts: 4,277 Joined: 2-March 05 From: Here to Eternity Member No.: 15 Just Me |
Suicide is a option we all consider.
Thing is, there is no guarantee it gets better wherever it is we go. At least here on this earthly sphere it is a little amusing, occasionally. 
-------------------- गोली मत चलाना, मैं केवल दूत हूँ
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Feb 1 2007, 12:26 AM
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Be strong, Emma! You can always message me if you want!
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Feb 1 2007, 01:23 AM
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 gaydiva vaisnava Group: Full Member Posts: 5,392 Joined: 3-March 05 Member No.: 32 let's create a new God |
tc emma
keep on truckin' --------------------  |
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Feb 1 2007, 05:04 AM
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 This member has left Gaudiya Repercussions. Group: Former Members Posts: 7,266 Joined: 1-March 05 From: USA Member No.: 2 |
My best wishes for a nurturing and productive therapeutic relationship that will truly support you in the changes you are going through and help you decide the best course for your future.
-------------------- "We have fallen into the place where everything is music." --Rumi he said change the channel/i've got problems of my own/i'm so sick of hearing about drugs/and aids/and people without homes/and i said, well,/i'd like to sympathize with that/but if you/don't understand/then how can you act --Ani DiFranco My LiveJournal |
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Feb 1 2007, 06:03 AM
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So this is why I have not seen you on MSN these days. Sad to hear about that. But I am not worried at all, knowing how strong you are, you will be just fine.
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Feb 1 2007, 11:29 AM
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 Enlightened One Group: Full Member Posts: 2,272 Joined: 4-July 05 From: FINLAND Member No.: 111 Future Paul Newman Cup winner |
Emma, even your name is utterly lovable. Please try to keep yourself alive. Let those bad moments come and let them also go.
-------------------- It is healthy to react in a relevant way to the facts of life.
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Feb 1 2007, 09:23 PM
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Pundit Group: Full Member Posts: 806 Joined: 15-September 06 From: New Zealand Member No.: 436 |
feeling pretty OK today , although i did spend 20 minutes crying in the kitchen for no apparent reason...I have 2 friends from another message board driving 2.5 hours to visit me today. i have met one of them before but the other not. I have been instructed not to do any housework before they come and they are bringing lunch. im finding the housework thing hard as my house is a mess and what i usually do is go into a cleaning frenzy before guests come.
-------------------- All I want to do is dance and make noise
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Feb 1 2007, 09:24 PM
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Pundit Group: Full Member Posts: 806 Joined: 15-September 06 From: New Zealand Member No.: 436 |
Thanks for your kind comments and support it really helps...
-------------------- All I want to do is dance and make noise
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Feb 1 2007, 11:07 PM
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This member has left Gaudiya Repercussions. Group: Full Member Posts: 4,534 Joined: 2-March 05 From: Alpine Bhaktivedanta Ashrama N.E. USA Member No.: 13 meta reshaped by LAWYER |
Oh! Emma! Just see how you attract such nice people!
I love your new Avatara, and your new signature! You have done good! Love and Peace, and a Hare Krishna too! From another beautiful grrl that i know>>> 
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Feb 1 2007, 11:14 PM
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This member has left Gaudiya Repercussions. Group: Former Members Posts: 701 Joined: 12-September 05 Member No.: 149 |
QUOTE (Emma @ Feb 1 2007, 09:23 PM) feeling pretty OK today , although i did spend 20 minutes crying in the kitchen for no apparent reason...I have 2 friends from another message board driving 2.5 hours to visit me today. i have met one of them before but the other not. I have been instructed not to do any housework before they come and they are bringing lunch. im finding the housework thing hard as my house is a mess and what i usually do is go into a cleaning frenzy before guests come.  Hope you're feeling better after seeing new friends. “Few tasks are more like the torture of Sisyphus than housework, with its endless repetition: the clean becomes soiled, the soiled is made clean, over and over, day after day” Simone de Beauvoir (1908-1986) “Housework is a treadmill from futility to oblivion with stop-offs at tedium and counter productivity.” Erma Bombeck ( 1927-1996) 
-------------------- And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. ~ Anais Nin.
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Feb 2 2007, 11:03 PM
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 Postmodern Punditeer Group: Full Member Posts: 4,960 Joined: 2-March 05 Member No.: 24 |
Hey Emma, I had this extra bag of good wishes mixed with healing vibes just lying around, so I just went outside and set them free with strict instructions to come your way…immediately!!!
Take care! 
-------------------- "It's not how many times you draw breath that counts in a lifetime, but how many time something takes your breath away."
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Feb 9 2007, 09:51 PM
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This member has left Gaudiya Repercussions. Group: Former Members Posts: 7,266 Joined: 1-March 05 From: USA Member No.: 2 |
Hi Emma,
I hope you're doing well, just wanted you to know I've been thinking about you and sending good wishes your way.
-------------------- "We have fallen into the place where everything is music." --Rumi he said change the channel/i've got problems of my own/i'm so sick of hearing about drugs/and aids/and people without homes/and i said, well,/i'd like to sympathize with that/but if you/don't understand/then how can you act --Ani DiFranco My LiveJournal |
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Feb 10 2007, 05:36 AM
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Pundit Group: Full Member Posts: 806 Joined: 15-September 06 From: New Zealand Member No.: 436 |
yeah im doing OK, thanks for asking!
-------------------- All I want to do is dance and make noise
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Feb 21 2007, 08:49 PM
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Pundit Group: Full Member Posts: 806 Joined: 15-September 06 From: New Zealand Member No.: 436 |
Here is another days mess...although today underneath the mess the house is quite clean for a change!
QUOTE (Adrija @ Feb 2 2007, 11:14 AM) QUOTE (Emma @ Feb 1 2007, 09:23 PM) feeling pretty OK today , although i did spend 20 minutes crying in the kitchen for no apparent reason...I have 2 friends from another message board driving 2.5 hours to visit me today. i have met one of them before but the other not. I have been instructed not to do any housework before they come and they are bringing lunch. im finding the housework thing hard as my house is a mess and what i usually do is go into a cleaning frenzy before guests come. Hope you're feeling better after seeing new friends. “Few tasks are more like the torture of Sisyphus than housework, with its endless repetition: the clean becomes soiled, the soiled is made clean, over and over, day after day” Simone de Beauvoir (1908-1986) “Housework is a treadmill from futility to oblivion with stop-offs at tedium and counter productivity.” Erma Bombeck ( 1927-1996) -------------------- All I want to do is dance and make noise
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Feb 21 2007, 08:53 PM
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Pundit Group: Full Member Posts: 806 Joined: 15-September 06 From: New Zealand Member No.: 436 |
ta dah
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